Living Between Both Sides

It is strange to write about myself. I would much rather write about Emily, but I have been asked how I am doing, and it is easier to be honest on here than anywhere else. So, in the spirit of honesty: I’m not doing well. I haven’t been for a while. And I won’t be […]

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It has been one year. It has been one hell of a year. Upon reaching any milestone in life, people love to tell you about how things are going to change for you. I remember my high school teachers being borderline giddy when telling all of us that we were in for a rude awakening […]

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Today is mine and Emily’s four year wedding anniversary. It is also six months ago today that she made her exit from this part of existence. I’ve been trying to write something to mark the occasion. There are no good words, however, for such an anomaly as this. I have plenty to say, but nothing […]

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On Love and Loving On

On Love It is a regular occurrence that people make comments about the love Emily and I shared for one another. It has always been this way. People said it before cancer, they said it during cancer, and I hear it regularly now that she is gone. I often think about that love and what […]

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